"again" by ArinMaya
again
I don’t ever want to see you again
Bumping up into me in a crowded railway station
Forcing lies from me like noise from a siren through a red light
I never want you to tell me your secrets again in hopes of opening
Me
I will only give you back my lies
Words like ‘maybe,’ ‘sure’
Smiles
Phrases like ‘I don’t know’ when really, I do
Discomforting silences that falsely give hope
I never want you to be so near or close to me to be able to smell my fears
Harmful more to you than me
Like a deadly fume coming from an innocent car, ready to combust
Please don’t get burned on my behalf
I’m really just not worth all that
I’m really just not into you
Be sure to check out ArinMaya and if you're in Brooklyn this Thursday 12/3 come out and support her show happening at the Dajeh Restaurant on Fulton Street @ 8pm!



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