Dreaming of the life I missed

She walked by holding the hands of what should have been MY kids

Our kids

would look just like you

2 boys,

long hair

we just cut it, but it grew.

Who knew

our love would stop growing?

That you would stop knowing

my favorite player was Owens

I'm living through the life of her

she walks by, warm smile

while my life's so brrrrrrrr.

The nerve of my heart to keep beating

for my body to keep fiending for your touch

"I'm leaving"

were the last words you said

in bed

I laid

while you packed up your love and walked away.

They say

"move on"

And I tried

but every time I see their faces

I see your eyes.

What should have been mine

You should have stayed by my side

When I see your new life walk by

My life dies.