Yeah I'm a beach bum, can't help it.  I damn near grew up on the beach and I am an Aquarius so I love the water. As soon as the weather breaks you can prob catch me there lounging in my new beach chair. I do my best thinking @ the beach (as well as right before I go to sleep and when I wake up) and I can't help but write some of this shit down, so here it is part 1 in my summer beach bum chronicles. 


SB: no I was not taking pics of random kids, 2 of them were w/me.

I wish I could get back that innocent feeling of the summer.  You remember, the summers when you didn't have anything to worry about except...the summer.  That was you're only concern.  You woke up early to spend the day eating pizza, chasing the ice cream truck and running through the open johnny pump while the sun's rays danced on your skin. 
I've been trying to get that feeling back but it can't be accomplished.  Not right now anyway. I have the constant constraint of going to work, paying bills, and being an "adult" to deal with.  I have however learned to enjoy the summer with sort of an adult innocence, adulnnocence if you will lol.  I now have the freedom, financial and otherwise, to roam the world if I choose and enjoy all that summer has to offer a young woman.  I have been doing so for the past few years and the bandage has been sticking thus far,  but every now and then it slips off and gets carried away by a wave or light breeze, exposing the wound that is my lost summer innocence. 

Life is but a beach chair